Apologies.

As the title says, my apologies for not blogging sooner! Since my last post things have been a tad hectic. I started work two weeks ago, which what the boss said has been a shit past two weeks 0.o LOL, I don't think he was referring to me starting, but more to the fact that me trying to learn as fast as I can was even more stressful ontop of all the issues they have been having. But last night we were all invited to his house for after work drinks and I must say it was AMAZING! It's definitely fueled my desire to work harder, although I'm only a receptionist right now.

Things with Sammy Boy and I have most certainly improved. I had massages three nights in a row, so lucky :D Our one year anniversary is coming up real soon and I'm still not 100% on what to get him.. Guys are way too hard to buy for!

Anyway enough about my wumblebee and onto myself, since this blog is about me.. Don't worry I'm not like that all the time... *shifty eyes* I have at least seven packages on their way to me, most I will probably forget about which is always a lovely surprise to come home to! Will definitely post lots of pictures of what I receive in the next few weeks! With my second pay I have been exercising my card, he was feeling quite neglected.

 

(L-R) 2x Clairol Nice n' Easy Natural Dark Mohogany Brown Hair Dye, Kiss Nail Art Pack, Rimmel Glam Eyes Liquid Eyeliner, Australis Paparazzi Perfect High Definition Blush, Cetirizine, Rimmel Eyebrow Pencil, Mooloola Embellished Top, T2 Sencha Peach Loose Tea, Mooloola Black Ruffle Top, Ladakh Animalistic Print Skirt.

I'll do some swatches in my next post, I'm gonna go dye my hurr now! 

Love Love.

Sunshine

I found it hard coming back to post something entirely unrelated to my last post since it was so freakin' emotional.

Not to Self: Stay off Blogger while crying. Sorry for those that had to read that embarrassing release.

Since then I've seen relatively better days. Alot less crying I can assure you! As I posted a few blogs before I had some good news to share. With a high doubt that I would be accepted into Tafe to study a Certificate III in Children's Services I started my search for a job. At first it was only Casual/Part Time just incase a letter was sent out with for an offer to study. But as my doubt grew higher I assumed I had nothing to lose by just sending in resumes for appealing office jobs. A few days later I got a call asking if I would like to come in for an interview, and naturally I said yes. So I went up there nervous as Hell and did my thang... LOL jokes I'm not even sure what she saw in me. I was told their process was a 1st round of interviews followed by the 2nd and then they'd go from there. I got home at about 2:30 with a pounding headache from what I thought was mounting nerves. At about 3pm I got a call asking for a second interview! So the following Monday I went in after we'd dropped Mum off at the airport and she went over some details with me about times, pay, holidays and what not.. I arrived home and assumed if I hadn't gotten a call at around 3pm again that there was a chance I would have been unsuccessful. So I had a nap for about an hour and I still received no call until around 4o'clock.

She called to ask me if I would like to join the team! And so out of 100+ applicants, they chose me! I start next Monday and I'm quite excited to be able to get back into the online shopping game, something I do oh so well. And I found out on the Sunday before my second interview I actually had an offer of place to study my Cert III!

So onto much brighter days and much more positive thinking.

Dying

This has been my life for the past week.

My boyfriend deemed in necessary NOT to tell me about his flu/chest infection..

Although yes it was my fault too. Friday he seemed absolutely fine then Saturday night his voice was all raspy but that's because he came to my house really drunk and I assumed it was from the alcohol & cigarettes..

Yeah I'm a smart one.

Don't worry I won't die, 4 of the pills are vitamins..
Tryna get on that "healthy from the inside" regime.

Almost better though!

But before I got sick, I got blessed with something, I'll let you's know soon!

Me Me Me.

Had to steal this from one of the beautiful ladies I follow, see the original here.

I am... Sometimes insecure.
I want... Success.. In everything.
I wish... I had a big house and big car!
I have... priority problems.

I dislike... Self-Absorbed people. And Listerine.
I hate... Hate.
I fear... Failing others.
I hear... The clock ticking..

I miss... Spoiling myself.
I search... For unknown answers to unknown questions.
I wonder... What my kids will look like.
I regret... Dropping out of school.
I love... My family, boyfriend, animals and sister in law included!
I ache... After my Urticaria (Hives) comes up, especially on my eyes :(
I always... Want more.

I usually...Find myself back on Facebook.
I am not... That pretty.
I dance... Like Beyonce.. In my head.
I sing... Although I'm not good at it.

I never...Try follow what others do.
I sometimes... Have anxiety attacks.
I cry...When I have anxiety attacks.
I am not always...Organized/On time.
I lose... EVERYTHING!

I am confused... When people talk too fast about themselves.
I need... To get my sh*t together.
I should... Start saving my money.

I shouldn't... Take people for granted.